Last night was the hardest night in awhile. I almost did something really stupid. I don't even want to talk about it.
"I guess I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch."
When I think everything is going right. BAM! everything just goes back to darkness, and I'm sick of it. I just want out of this sucky life. I just want to be a normal happy teenager. Does that sound messed up or what?! "normal happy teenager." As far as I know that doesn't exist.